Last night, I dreamt I saw rainbows. Not just one, but four.
"The rainbow implies that your troubles are almost over. Good will come out of your issues. Just hang in there."
Very appropriate, I thought. Even though an end to my headaches completely isn't in sight yet, I know that there will be something positive come out of this rough episode, even if that's just a better appreciation for pain relief! I am still waiting and waiting for a referral to see my new Neurosurgeon, but all you need is one shred of hope, hope for treatment, hope he can help, hope for relief, hope he's nice, hope something works. Let me quote The Hunger Games.
"Hope. It is the only thing stronger than fear."
I made the very tough decision not to go back to college this year. I'm looking at it as taking a break for my health, not giving up on my dream. I will return to acting, just not right now.
I have been given an opportunity to do something new different with my life. I would never have read as many books, started doing art, been able to curl up on the sofa and enjoy DVD marathons, I probably wouldn't have got my cat and have time to have long snuggles with her, and even spend time deciding how I want to decorate my bedroom, if I hadn't been ill. I take life one day at a time, otherwise it's overwhelming. Sometimes the best things happen when you don't prepare! Today I'm grateful for:
- Snuggles with Mog
- DVDs!
- My Parents
- Art
- Dreams - both the ones you have at night and during the day.
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