- Visit America
- See the ball drop on New Years Day in Times Square
- Be an extra in a movie
Be on the front page of a newspaper- Audition to be on the west end
- Get in a taxi and yell 'Follow that Car!'
- Take kissing pictures in a photo booth
- Spend a day watching disney films
- Fall in love
- Get married
- Have children
- Go on a road trip
- Play messy twister
- Get a Starbucks Coffee with my name on and Instagram it
Donate my hair to make a wig for a child with cancer- Walk on the beach at midnight
- Learn to play an instrument
- Get completely drunk
- Own 10x pairs of heels
- Become an organ donor
- Volunteer at Birmingham Childrens Hospital
- Skinny Dip
- Do yoga
Raise over £2500 for charity- Raise over £5000 for charity
- Cook Mum dinner with no help
- Do something special for my parents
- Watch the sun set and rise on the same day
- See a Broadway show
- Read the complete works of Shakespeare
- Send a message in a bottle
- Save a life
- Change a life
- Learn to juggle
- Spend a day baking
- Make a tye dye t-shirt
Create melted crayon art- Bake a rainbow cake
- Finish my Wreck this Journal
- Kiss someone at midnight on NYE
- Watch 5+ movies in one night (not day!)
- Witness a birth
- Learn British Sign Language
- Learn to do the splits
- Read all the books on my bookshelf
- Own a polaroid camera
- By a baking cookbook
- Dye my hair
- Eat a pint of ben and jerries by myself
Have a scary movie marathon- Visit Disney World, Florida
Learn to knit- Audition to be in a sitcom
- Be as half a good mother to my children as my mother is to me
- Meet TSK
- Watch a TSK show live
- Go to the HP studio tour
Try butterbeer- Own a pair of designer heels
- Take part in a flash mob
- Go to a movie by myself
Finger paint- Say yes to everything for a day
- Watch a meteor shower
- Go on a blind date
- Donate blood
- Visit Australia
- Own a beautiful second hand classic bike
- Teach my baby BSL
- See the mona Lisa
- Fly first class
Own a pet- Have a house with a reading room/ library
Win an acting award- Try s'mores
- Jump into a pool fully clothed
Make a glitter jar- Complete a sketchbook
- Own all the Keri Smith books
- Finish a journal
- Finish an art journal
- Finish my WTJ
- Finish The Pocket Scavenger
- Write a novel
- Write a short script
- Finish my novel writing notebook
- Finish a complete colouring book
- Call hogwarts on 07814 524077
Own a pink sewing machineLeave a waiter my number on a napkin- Dance outside at midnight
- Have a massage
- Have a manicure
- Have a pedicure
StargazeStart a book club
Saturday, 31 August 2013
The Bucket List
Inside this notebook is a list of everything I wish to do/make/see/achieve in my lifetime. I first started writing this on the 3rd February 2013, after being inspired by the movie 'The Bucket List'…
Friday, 30 August 2013
Good days/bad days...
Recently, I've been having more and more flare ups that are so bad that I'm usually sick with the pain, and then just sleep all day and all night. Yesterday was one of those days. I knew it was going to be rough as I was teary all morning from the effort of just getting out of bed and getting washed and dressed. I tried to read, go into the kitchen for a change of scenery, but was snappy and frustrated all morning. I'm never angry at people, I am only angry at the pain… and my sister usually happens to be in the same room as I am, so unfortunately she gets the brunt of it. Sorry Daisy!
After a long time with a chronic illness, I've found I have a selection of things that make bad times more bearable. One of those things is my Mog. It's amazing how instinctively animals know how you're feeling, and she was the only thing that made me smile yesterday. Purrs are medically known to reduce blood pressure, reduce stress, and relax you, and that's definitely true.
Mog's a fluent reader of course.. |
Other little things that make life easier/perk me up when I have a bad day
- Porridge, with peanut butter and bananas
- Comfy pillows
- A cold facecloth on my forehead
- Lots of water or summer fruit juice
- Plenty of painkillers
- Dvds
I've learnt, after a long time, that its okay if the only thing I did today was get out of bed. If I didn't leave the house, thats fine! If it takes strong painkillers to get rid of the pain, then that's what I need to take. There is no point in feeling guilty about being 'unproductive' some (well, most!) days… because health always comes first... It's taken me a long time to learn that, but I think it's finally kicked in. Worrying doesn't get you anywhere. Instead of focussing on what I can't do, I focus on what I can do.
Wednesday, 28 August 2013
Fundraising Extravaganza!
This Saturday, at 7:30pm, a group of my best friends are taking to the the stage at Dunchurch Village Hall, in an evening of song, dance, music and drama, all in aid of the TSSS.
Every year I take part in a local pantomime, latest performances being Alice in Wonderland and Sleeping Beauty, where I have met some of my best friends. A few weeks after the final show had taken place this year, Suzy and I were talking about what we were going to do next, and somehow came up with the idea of directing and performing a whole charity showcase. So… we began organising, booking, casting, and getting funding.
Suzy and I |
Boy, we had no idea what we had gotten ourselves into. A 17 and 19 year old directing a bunch of your best friends in a showcase where everyones doing something different…. we learnt a lot lets say. For the first few rehearsals I'd managed to get myself in hospital, so Suzy was brilliant in pulling everyone together and getting the vital ideas we needed to take the first steps to putting on a show. Excitement quickly began rising as proper rehearsals began, scripts handed out, and songs and monologues chosen.
Holly also came up with the idea of going on a sponsored walk for more funding, so on the 22nd June 2013, everyone walked 10 miles for Turners. They're all mad. I obviously sat in the car with Mum, driving alongside them for a while, and played very loud, inspirational music out the window to them to boost morale… I was very proud of them all for finishing. We celebrated with cakes and sandwiches, and somehow most of them also managed to pluck up the energy to be manic on the park equipment at Draycote Water…. I don't know how they did it.
The mad lot, getting ready to walk 10 miles! |
A few more hospital admissions later, I realised it wasn't fair on the others if I was still acting in the show, my health wasn't great, I'd missed so many rehearsals and I was unsure if I'd be actually able to perform on the night, so I quickly cast understudies and took a back seat, watching over the rehearsals I could attend, meeting up for updates and getting texts from a rather stressed Suzy!! She became chief director/organizer/do-gooder, and the show wouldn't be happening if not for her… Even with many ups and downs in rehearsals, (including breaking chairs from the church hall in a rather vicious game) I knew it would come together in the end…
We also managed to get in touch with Helen Dulcamara, an experienced director whom I know as I worked with her when I was in 'The Crucible' and 'The Prime of Miss Jean Brodie' at Rugby Theatre. We got her involved, and she helped polish individual performances and pull the show together, which we are very grateful for. She also gave us the idea of involving the local dance school, CATS, and have the children from there performing, which I'm so looking forward to watching.
The wonderful cast (nearly everyone!) |
With a final dress rehearsal on Friday night, I can't believe its so close! From an idea concocted in my living room months ago, to what it's become today…. So many hours of hard work has gone into this show, and there are only 20 tickets left, so if you haven't already, I suggest you book them ASAP, as there's no guarantee they'll be there on the night!! Email: tsss-fundraiser-enquiries@hotmail.com to book. They cost £5, and ALL profits go to the Turner Syndrome Support Society, a charity incredibly close to my heart, as you all know.
Enjoy watching the teaser trailer, and be prepared, its going to be a fab night!
Tuesday, 27 August 2013
Wales Wales Wales!
So, The Cubitts managed to go on an actual day trip yesterday....
Waking up at 6:30am (I had forgotten that time existed - I definitely looked like an extra from the Walking Dead...), we packed the car with a picnic, and headed off to the beach in Wales. It was gloriously hot and sunny, we all got some much needed Vitamin D, and I read half a book overlooking the sparkly sea.
Dad was in charge of pushing me around the cobbled streets in the town, and I probably would have had less of a headache walking than being in that rickety wheelchair! I picked up some cross stitch kits, a craft I've never done before but am looking forward to starting. I also bought a new book... Not that I haven't got a whole shelf and an e-reader full of new novels to read already... But who can resist the temptation a second hand bookstore? Not me anyway. Books let me escape to other worlds, even when I have to stay where I am.
Today has actually been an ok day, pain wise. I've been attempting to make friendship bracelets, and covering my earphone wires with embroidery thread so they don't tangle (pictures will be up soon), and Daisy also made me a smoothie, which was deeelish. I'm going back into college on Thursday, to see if it's okay for me to restart my Performing Arts course. As most of you know, I was in and out of hospital so much last year that I didn't attend college for more than a few months in total. Obviously, that means I didn't complete the year, so will need to restart it again, and in the last few months I've been so sedentary with headaches and dizziness, that I don't know whether I will have the physical stamina to participate fully. However, if I don't do Acting this year, I will do a less intense textiles or art course instead, and when my health gets back on track, I shall of course return!
I think it's so important to appreciate the little things that happen everyday, so I am going to document things I am grateful for, daily, whether in my journal or blog, and I really encourage you to do the same. In the last few days, my list goes as follows:
Waking up at 6:30am (I had forgotten that time existed - I definitely looked like an extra from the Walking Dead...), we packed the car with a picnic, and headed off to the beach in Wales. It was gloriously hot and sunny, we all got some much needed Vitamin D, and I read half a book overlooking the sparkly sea.
Dad was in charge of pushing me around the cobbled streets in the town, and I probably would have had less of a headache walking than being in that rickety wheelchair! I picked up some cross stitch kits, a craft I've never done before but am looking forward to starting. I also bought a new book... Not that I haven't got a whole shelf and an e-reader full of new novels to read already... But who can resist the temptation a second hand bookstore? Not me anyway. Books let me escape to other worlds, even when I have to stay where I am.
It was lovely to get out, and I was flat out asleep as soon as I got home, exhausted but happy.
Which one of us has HAD brain surgery, and which one of us NEEDS brain surgery?! |
I think it's so important to appreciate the little things that happen everyday, so I am going to document things I am grateful for, daily, whether in my journal or blog, and I really encourage you to do the same. In the last few days, my list goes as follows:
- Mums incredible Sunday roast
- Anti sickness medication
- Being on the beach with my family in the heat
- Having colour in my cheeks finally, so I don't look ill
- The smell of a 'new' second hand book
- Smoothies
- Daisy for making me laugh with her completely random videos she's recorded (Check my Facebook if you haven't seen them!)
Fish and Chips from the chippy tonight, with a side of painkillers, anti sickness and the DVD 'Driving Miss Daisy'…
<3
Saturday, 24 August 2013
Welcome!
I’m Meg, and I’m 17 years old. I love
acting, reading, art, textiles, tea, cosy jumpers, and my cat. I’ve always been
small. But once upon a time, I was tiny.
Me aged 7 (left) and younger sister Daisy |
I was born with a condition called Turner
Syndrome. This is a chromosome abnormality, which only affects girls. Two main
features of Turners is short stature and infertility. I took daily growth
hormone injections when I was younger to boost my height, which were a pain in
the bum - literally, until I learnt to do them myself in my legs. After 5 years,
I grew from 3ft 9 to 4ft 11 – one of my proudest achievements.
I was later also diagnosed with
hydrocephalus and idiopathic intracranial hypertension, a condition that causes
too much fluid on my brain, squashing it and giving me pretty much constant
headaches. To try and drain the fluid and stop the headaches, I had a shunt
fitted in 2011 . This is a tube from my brain to my stomach to drain some of the
fluid – my very own plumbing. And I occassionally become a real life teletubbie-
to monitor the condition I sometimes have had to have a bolt fitted onto my
head, with a small wire going into my brain, which is connected to a monitor.
Since then I’ve also been diagnosed with
P.O.T.S, a condition which affects my life in the way that I get very
lightheaded and dizzy when I stand up, as my heart rate increases pretty
dramatically. Treatment so far has been lots of fluid and salt – medically
advised to have lots of mcdonalds chips!
Being a teenager with chronic illnesses
means I live your life differently to most other people my age, but it
doesn’t mean I don’t live it to the full. I have good days, okay days, and bad
days, but I spend a lot of time resting at home. I used to thrive on being
busy, going everywhere and doing absolutely everything, however, with Doctors
recommendations, recently I’ve slowed my life down, but that doesn’t mean I’m
sitting alone in my room watching rubbish daytime tv every single day (although
I have watched more than my fair share of deal or no deal!). I have begun to
find my creative side, and really enjoy drawing, painting, sewing, knitting,
and making things, and have found its just as satisfying as going out. Taking
it easy means I can lay in bed on my bad days and knit, with a few new movies
and a cup of tea, or on good days I can sit downstairs and have friends over,
or go out shopping in my wheelchair for a few hours! Having multiple health
issues have given me an appreciation for life and has made me realise what’s
actually important to me.
The Turner Syndrome Support Society is a
vital support network for my family and I, offering friendship and
understanding. They hold open days and conferences, which mean we have the
opportunity to meet other families who are touched by the condition. Two years
ago, I was asked to become the teen representative for them, meaning I embody
every teenager with TS in England. It is an honour, and I decided to take this
as an opportunity to give something back to the society raising not only funds,
but awareness of this rare condition. My support system is vast, and their
willingness, enthusiasm and ideas have made all the difference. Every penny
raised for the society is much appreciated, if anybody wished to donate, my
justgiving page is justgiving.com/meg-cubitt. Thankyou!
Me and my wonderful Turner girlies |
This is not a story warranting sympathy,
but of optimism and hope. I hope you’ll
enjoy reading about my daily life, as I enjoy living it. <3
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